to learn of pine, go to the pine

my day yesterday went from mediocre to shit. there are so many things and people that i seem to not able to deal with lately. i am not sure if this has always been like this. as it has many times before, i hope it all shall pass too. i am trying really hard to understand myself. i am also trying really hard to understand those around me. this must end here.

if you want honesty you must turn it all inside out

i went to a dress rehearsal of a play and watched director and actor go at it. it was SO beautiful.
whenever i work on my film projects, i always get really tense and very serious. i always thought of it as my flaw. watching this director make an issue out of so much more made me feel good.